Friends

This term has frustrated me recently!

Sometimes i found i have no friends, close friends i meant, it is not that easy to get someone close enough with me because how tricky I am and how worse I am.

So i always remind myself that to be strong! To be water, to be liquid!

But I think all of you know that too!

I know that I demand a lot, I complain a lot, that's me, i never try to hide that, but seriously what to do with that, it is my 'weapon'.
It prevents me from getting hurt, it helps me to get what i want, sometimes to get what you want, you gotta be cruel and mean, you may be required to fight or compete with your friends or we should name it as competitor now.

Well, in this case, I will go for what i want, unless it is out of my capacity, otherwise i will do my best to grab it and make it my belonging!

Hahaha... Sounds a little it confused! I have no idea what am i writing now too....

Hmph.... Till the end of story, i still prefer to be alone... For now.. I know myself pretty well that i am not capable to handle others' problem right now...