Personal

You made it so hard on me and I ought to admit that I am hurt. That's very hurt when you made that sentence unknowingly.

I wasn't that care at that moment. Because I think of how "smart" you are and how "efficient" you are by looking on your performance and understanding on your works.

Hmm... I did it with a good intentions. Lack of initiatives, lack of ideas, lack of motivations, lack of almost every criteria. I just don't get it. So meaningless. How could you guys possibly live like that. That's crazy man, I can't even imagine that on myself.

It's something really personal when I heard "bo kuan" from others. Make sure you have possessed a very decent "kuan" to me before you made that silly judgement on me. Let's try I called others Bitch just simply because they laugh, does it link the case to you?

Well, that's pretty much from me. I have been very busy lately and live a really hectic life. Practically my life only revolves around work, study and gym. Very standardized and systematic. Try to balance the things up. My career, my education and my health. Three major part of my life. Things change right?

It's almost the second year I worked in this company. Hmmm.... Learnt a lot and still continue to learn more in every tasks assigned. Well, been through a lot, co-workers without the basic respect, friends with benefits and yea, great friends with understanding. Life's like this, comes in all its way to prove how amazing and how mysterious it could be.

And it's my forth year here either. Four years, many things have changed. I strike to maintain who I am, I got my own attitude to stuffs, I do. I believe anyone who know me will know that. And I will say that I don't care either if you hate me, because afterall, who are you, is none of my business. Might as well just mind my own very matter and focus on those constructive sides.

Along the way, inescapably, I offended some, or a lot. Yea, many persons. Sacrifice, part of learning too. Who asked I am borned with such a rude attitude and straight forward personality. Can't hide it and so I show it.

Well, I have shared plenty of my "personal" life in this. I just want to reemphasize that I have my own "kuan", better judge yourself first before you said that on me. I am so petty heartedly care about that.

Thank you.

Leon Lai
25/03/2013