Unendurable

This is hard and this is tough. Realize I only remember and update this whenever I am not having a good time.

Seriously my life was good, it's still fine. But just Erm, I don't know. Or I may know, but I just got no idea what to do about it.

It is really unbearable. I don't feel to talk to anyone. Later I found even if I want to, I got limited or even none to talk to. It's like I lay a concrete wall in front of me, beside me and behind me, I locked myself down.

And instead of breaking down the walls, I get self-sympathy and getting used to those walls. Kind of, sort of, "safe barrier"!

I just went to watch white house down alone. The movie is spectacular! It's impressive, I was impressed by Jamie Foxx. Channing Tatum is charming like always. I just love the way he acts. Very masculine.

After the movie, I got panic. I wanted to get out of the hall as fast as I can. Eventually I get rid of the slowmoving crowd, instead, I walked faster and leave the building either.

Anti social, is that what they called? I am kind of sensitive to the surrounding. Hmm... Like right now, I just feel cool and lonely. It's biting me, the ignorance is biting me.

I am tired now. Really gotta sleep. Life's tough, there's still a long way to go.