Progression

Just so you know, I am currently undergoing a series of heartburn everyday. Why? Because of my work. Well it's about to come to an end. 

The peak is going to end in five days time! Awesome! Can't wait for that! 
Can't finish the task assigned? Owh, what to do right? I thought they've expected it which is why they gone vacation even before the closing of peak period?

I've been doing my best to completing my task assigned, but this is what happening to me. That people take it for granted, you should finish your task assigned even though I am not doing my best to cope with you. You know it? It's like I gotta complete my job fast and send in for review, and it took a month for it to complete and still, disappoint my client and I am the one to be blamed. 

Actually, the company name is the one who get impaired in this case. People don't really recognize me, Leon? Who the heck is that? A guy who compute the tax for my company? Com'on, all I know is the company didn't pay me the service that I pay the professional fee for. 

Alright, let's stop pushing the accountability on the company. Start up with a new one. I am leading a very hectic life now. Technically I am exhausted, by my works first, secondly, I can't never get enough sleep these days, which I hope it can really be recovered after the peak period. 

Oh yea, I passed my ACCA intermediate level which I should've passed for so long. Anyway,  I am glad that I didn't fail my mom's expectation and mine either, though I am pretty sure I am gonna pass right after the second I complete the exam. LOL, so arrogant right? 

Frankly, this is the progression of my life now. Various changes can be applying into now. Hmmmm, sometimes I am like standing at the center of the crossroad, don't know which way to turn to, because simply the past experience taught me that either way of the road it will take me some places. 

Either way of the route can lead me to some places great, just simply because WE HAVE TO THINK THAT WAY. Bring the positive energy in right? 

Okay, tomorrow is Monday again! Last week of peak period in year 2014! Yay! I am so looking forward the arrival of Friday!!! 

I am good, you know? Compare to me in year 2010, I am so much better now! Lots of room for improvements, but you know what. I ain't gonna live to please someone. Ciao!

Ola August

I woke up on 5.38am just now. Couldn't sleep peacefully and my head is all about the undone job.

Wait a minute. It's that how I project my life would be? It's that how I expected to be feeling about?

The answer is I don't know.

Sometimes I make it like I am so sure or so strong, in fact, I don't know, I just do it and I just, yea, do it. Somebody has to do it.

Wake up in the dark is a absolutely great timing to reflect myself and go through the things. Work, study, love, friends, family.

I kind of miss home now. I hope they miss me too. I've been away for not so long, only almost two months. Lots of things happened and lots of things changed too.

Gosh, why I keep mention about changes, guess I really pay attention to every changes in my life. As I capture them, I acknowledge them. As a matter of fact, I am a very sensitive and insecure guy.

Well, put it in a simple word, sissy guy. Yea, the society like to name a guy which is different from the majority guy, as sissy guy. A guy who buys container, which because that's green to the world, but sissy. A guy who makes neat filling, which easier at work, but sissy cause so faggly (to them, guys should be messy.).

I gonna go shower now. And get my engine moving. Lots to be done for today. Gosh, how I wished I can have a hug or a kiss for me to draw energy from and moving on. Guess all I have now is pray.

Good morning and say hi to August! Please do me good. =)