Overwhelming

Yea, talking about overwhelming, I've been driving myself too harsh lately. I purposely did that to make myself hmm... Busier, less free times, just keep to make myself occupied.

Eventually I was overwhelmed. But now the feeling has over and overwhelmed me. Though I am fine, exactly who I was. I am tired. I am always tired.

Works, gym, study, my life is simple. Ain't complicated like those celebrities or the messiet politician. But I am overwhelming and self consuming now. I am like don't know where to start and how to say.

I wanted to go home and maybe have a little break. But I'm sure that if I do so, there's consequence waiting for me. The cash flow difficulties, the tight liquidity issues.

Life is short but not simple. Too many considerations and compromisation need to be taken care of and take into account of our own personal feelings. The remedy. Gosh. It's really overwhelming.

I am exhausted and yet I still need to stand up again and fight with that. I fought with it before. Ain't everybody did the same? For their life. For their future? For their believes? For something they hold on to? Yea we all did.

Guess I should try to go to sleep. It's getting late. Life's like this. Tell myself that everything's gonna be okay, as the old man always said so.

It's gonna get darker before the dawn arrives.