Think out of the box

Yea, this is what I am saying now. Think out of the box. Unbelievable right?

A moment ago, I was actually very frustrated about my study. Because of my overconfidence, and yea now it results in the underestimation of level of competency and difficulty in digesting so many chapters and contents over such a limited time frame.

Well. I figured since that I've prepared to fail, why still I worry?! Ain't I should be relieved? The truth is I ain't prepared to fail, I was lying. To myself, in order to boost myself to study.

But unfortunately I am really out of luck this time. This is serious. Audit and assurance paper need practice and understanding. Well. I do start to revise some chapters. I will continue to do so.

However now the situation changed. I am prepared to fail, with or without study. So I might as well just study and do my best for everything that I can, as much as possible.

Since I am going to fail anyway, why should I feel bad about it? This is life. We are all gonna fall once in a while to learn something.

Think out of the box, I am actually gaining not losing. Thanks god for this twist of mind. Life could be so much for just one change of way of thinking.

I am glad and happy now. Continue study on tomorrow. Gonna do my best. Cheers. To fail and to a better Leon lai.