Eating

I do it everyday. People do it everyday. Living life do it everyday, every single minutes or seconds.

I was sort of emotionally discomfort these few days. Was aiming to eat something big but just afraid that massive intake might just spoil my diet plan.

Anyway today is the trigger day. I just get really embarrassed this morning. Then I drive all the way to place that far from my routine during lunch time. Talk with mom along my journey. She is always there for me.

Very understanding. And smooth. I just get bothered by some tiny but meaningful stuff that happened to me on last Sunday. Well. It's Thursday. Time flies.

People move on too. Though I really hate touch and go. Hmm. But it's fine. I've deleted all the channel of such inappropriate behavior pattern of people that might get chance to approach me and hurt me. What did I just write. I just went crazy.

Anyway. I mean I am okay with it now. Massive workload inside the office doesn't allow me to be emotional everyday. I got lots of things need to perform though my pay is low.

I just eat la. For today. Then I feel so much relieved. But only today. =)