—— 渡边和子《就在你所在的地方生根开花》
I just read this from one of the social media online. Lately I am always get stuck in a maze, maze that created by myself. It's hard to describe or even sort it out. That's why people said don't think too much. You are just gonna turn the situation into real bad meanwhile the actual stuff not even look any like them.
We are being overly influenced by the media nowadays. Everyone got their own pattern of imagination. Sometimes when I see something like, rock falling down, I can even match it with a big "BOMB" sound effect in my head. That's how much I get influenced.
Same goes to the picturing of how pathetic my life is, actually it's not. I am so much blessed. I got no need to list it out why I think I am blessed, but at least in the population of most unfortunate people on earth, I am not on the list, hardly even classified under pathetic too.
My point is everyone got a moment of weakness.
And so I focus on what I am doing now. My job nevertheless, very fulfilling, big portion of my life, second coming up is my gym. So far so good, I am impressed by my own progress. Okay, I am just sharing, though I am still very big, but I think I should praise myself a bit and the rest praise to Lord.
My starting bodyweight is 126.80kg, and it is SERIOUSLY unimaginable! I can't even imagine that, I am still big now, my current bodyweight is 108.00kg. How did I look like in 126.80kg? It scares me and on the other hand, it motivates me, to work more.
The minor part would be study, Gosh. I know this is really bad, really bad to put such a small portion for my study. I am going to turn 21 in the coming December. But I really feel like I am 27 or 28 already. I really not comfortable to still go to class but I ought to. I am not pro until can pass an ACCA paper without lecturer deliver and explain the knowledge from the textbook.
Excelsior, from the explain of Patrick "Pat" Solitano Jr, "This is what I believe to be true, This is what I learnt in the hospital, you have to do anything you can, you have to work your hardest, and if you do, if you stay positive, you have a shot at silver lining!"
It's a lovely Sunday. Gonna be very full schedule. Might as well, I rest more before I actually start off the day.
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