Lesson

Life's the same. Days are the same. Activities are the same either. I am the same but different of course.

A week just passed by like a blink. Learnt something new. It shouldn't be classified as new. Should be repractising the old incidents again.

I wasn't ready, I always know that but I never really go understand that. Love is a very sensitive subject to me. I claimed to be loss confidence of it and yet I get caught by the illusion.

Overanalyse things, over-exaggerate the little feelings. I am just crazy.

I like things that I might not be able to get but I might get it if I got enough luck. Obviously I wasn't pretty much taken care by the lucky angel. I got my eyes on two things, should one thing and one person.

Eventually I failed on these two. Amazing things are I still survive. I am still breathing, hard and strong. That's how God works you know. And I learnt that count on your hardwork, do not overdepend on luck.

It failed usually.

And now I go back to where I stand and relax and I am going to restart again. I got lots of friends.

Friends that exist, just exist on this planet with zero interaction with me. That's pretty cool. You cannot claim that you don't have friends. You do have, they just too busy with their own life, just like how you do, busy with your own life.

I am lucky to have a few that I can actually share my thought, and this time I understand that not everyone can be good friends with you. Some are just meant to fit in the exist but no interaction group. That's good too. At least you know they are there, friends.

I am that kind of very talkative person. I need communication to keep things go on. I obviously writing all these because I am technically literally unbalance within myself now.

Hahaha... However I try to look the bright side. At least people make the situation pretty clear to me. Good or bad, since it's clear, then it's good. =)

I am going home. Thanks God.
Go back to the place that love never die.
I love myself. Sometimes I pity of him too. To be that easily to fall and get hurt.

That's a lot lesson learnt. Make me a better person and get ready for the next one.