I manage to catch the silver lining behind them, eventually, but not immediately. That's a shame!
Now I am facing severe distress at work everyday! EVERYDAY! I dislike my job, I dislike people whom dishonor my work, undervalue my value and underestimate my performance by pushing something to be blamed towards other on me.
Though I perhaps might feel better if someone who told me so to improve myself is a fine piece, which she doesn't appear like one. It's unethical I know to disclose or unleash my anger or frustration in public like this. So I will put a foot-stop now.
I am actually seeking for a new career opportunity now, happen to be not so easy nor tough either. I submitted quite a number of resume and my job application email or letter to different kind of industry, various of size of company. However they all share one criteria, non-audit/tax related, they are all commercial based. Either retail, property development, construction, repairing or bla bla bla.
I am eager to leave, I am eager to move on. Sometimes I ask myself too, are you too rush? You are only going to be 22, you still have 5 more ACCA papers need to be completed, you may have completed your professional ethic module, your foundation in professionalism, but be honest, you are just not fully equip yet, admit that you don't know lots of things.
I feel pressure at work, at first it was supposed to be minimal supervision, now it's like maximum supervision, they watched you at work, thoroughly, you have to act like a machine. That's inhuman!
The computer is old, the filing system is in madness, the management has a very big issue in centralization! It's just speechless! Continuous improvement has a big big room for this company. I am glad that I joined this company, taught me a lot on this kind of issue. It could be dark and hateful now, but I will find the silver lining in it! I will!
I am waiting for my potential employer to call me up. Well, it is all about timing now. I am thinking it straight! May God bless me!
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