Yeah no reason. I guess the whole existence of this blogger now is merely for myself to rank it out to someone. Or I rather just jot it down in my diary.
Ironically someone will never come across my blog. This was created so long ago and has never been shared to anyone else since few years ago.
I think I rush things out. It takes a bit too much of my side now. I kind of losing breath when I loss it. Hmm...
Yeah waited whole day and complained about the laptop. Waited whole day and in the end I got myself embarrassment. Waited whole morning for a reply of "K".
Like a huge punch in the face to wake me up that yea... I have been too optimistic on this. Forgot how to play the game. Yeah play it expensive play it hard to get. And in the end play cheap to get.
I tell myself it is alright. I've got nothing to lose as well. A little embarrassments are good, serve as a reminder and it is not fatal. Knowing that keeping a distance would be good for everybody.
You know all the theory but you just don't seem to apply it when it bumps into someone. Someone you were once thought to be the one and you found another one. Then you got confused.
It's alright. 20s are meant to be adventurous. Whatever you call it. I am gonna keep my door wide open. It was once close yet I have to open it up again.
Baby, we only get to live once. Pick it up and carry on.
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