Struggle and life

Saw an article just now. Talking about what do you want in your life isn't some special question because it always link to nothing. But by asking yourself what kind of struggle you can endure in your life. Argh that makes more sense.

Happiness is earned. Success needs to be invest too. You can't get a partner without getting though those psychodrama.

That makes perfect sense to me. As I am sitting down here and look at my life. I ain't a risk taker. Not a risk adverse but more to neutral. Take necessary risk but still prefer to be safe.

I've been confronted and I am glad with the outcome. I still feel insecure but that's good. I mean that means I am afraid of losing someone right. And someone also feeling the same to me at least that's what I heard and what I feel.

That's good. Though distance would be a lot between us. Well nothing is perfect.  We gotta make it work. And so certain struggle and pain are necessary and it is inevitable.

I have the feeling. I have the urge. I have the opportunity. I have the almost equal feedback. I don't see any objections to go on with it. I mean all the appraisal related criteria have been fulfilled. What else?

Myself? Am I ready for it? Will I give up in the half way? Let's don't think about too far. We gotta treasure it every single moment. How to treasure. Live it. Don't picture it, don't over analyse it, don't imagine about it. Let's do it.

Romance doesn't need particular things to trigger in my opinion. Every single things can be a piece of romantic gesture. Hmm... I just wish that both of us are pleased or at least have the moment together. The whole point here is together.

There's pointless if we are doing this apart. I can handle it myself. But I can't handle us myself. Not for long. It will fade.

Alright let's wrap this up with we will flow with the flow with the understanding that both of us are heading to something great. Amen!