So be it

I have listened to this song for three consecutive days now.  Continuously. 

After the person dropped by and apologized, and even asked for second chance to revive our relationship, I have received the closure which I once thought I'd never have one. The final pieces had returned and once again, I return too, to where I was, but with a touch of understanding what it feels like. 

I was happy, and I was unhappy, and it was worthy. 

It has nothing much to do with this song, but the lyrics, it hits me.  

"People have scars in all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret road maps of their personal histories, diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our old wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere... and though the cut has long gone, the pain still lingers. 

What's worse? New wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should have healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've over come. They teach us the lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's why we like to think but that's not the way it is, isn't it? Some things we just have to learn over and over, over and over again."

It was all meant to be, and it did happen. 

And so it is. 

祗要热烈，都好过温存；

几经冷漠，也不屑容忍；

铭心刻骨，就要一意孤行；

越是憧憬，越要风雨兼程。

愈想證明，就愈不肯定，

可能完美和完整不是一回事情。