Over?

It has been awhile since I last update this blog. I hope there's nobody reading yet I published it here for like everybody whomever got this link then it is publicly readable article. 

Anyhow, that's not the point. 

Over? I've been thinking about it for awhile. Ever since the day before Bangkok trip. I had lots of fun in Bangkok trip this year. It's a good city to go, affordable and easy. 

Hmm... And I suddenly understand that, all that I've been through were just a "been-through", nothing but part of the history. I thought it meant more than that, but later I realise that nope, this is it. That's the ending of it. 

I jump back to one and a half year ago.  While I was still working in Crowe Horwath before I got dismissed. Things were getting cranky back then. Everything seems so mixed up and headache is like everyday.

Stressful days I would say. And yet I made it through. Surprisingly when I look back myself, no matter how hard the situation was, I've made it through... Or not, I am sitting right here to write all these shits.

It's the end for us. I kind of blurr and don't know it is so soon. Sigh... Who would have known right. That's why the old said it's good to enjoy the process because everything comes to an end. And the result is the end, process keeps it rolling. 

I love myself, I'm trying everyday to love myself. For one whom doesn't love themselves, how do you expect they love someone else.  They are oblivious of their own needs. Hmm... Simply my own opinion though.

Alright. Nothing much to say. Nothing much to do. Let it go. And appreciate what life brings me. I don't expect much now. Since I don't know whether it will be another one year or more than one year, let's hope for the best. God bless us all.  Amen!