Perhaps

Everything happens for a reason. And I believe in that statement. I attempt to seek for silver lining in every situation I face in life. But sometimes I get nothing, for now, because it hasn't been aggregated.

Sometimes things happen, small things happen. It happens. But we don't know why, or at least I don't. I don't see the picture right just yet, until it gathers. Until it aggregated into something clearer, then I see it, a blessing straight in the face or in its magical disguise.

As my age grows, I really believe that some people are meant to come into your life. And you've learnt that somebody came in and out can happen in just a minute. And it's your ability to make them stay and also their will to stay. I've always said keep a little distance from everything.

It's torture to not get closer to something you like, it is. You bet how much I have learned about it, but as much as how torture it is, you will learn how fragile the things can be and how painful it feels to lose it. Sometimes you are just blank, and don't know what to say or do, but I guess that's life.

Perhaps, it wasn't meant to stay.
Perhaps, it was meant to be just came in and let you know that it does exist, but you aren't ready for it yet.
Perhaps, it serves as a reminder to keep your hopes up, don't give up just yet.

Perhaps, it's just million of perhaps.